do you ever feel that no one wants you to exist adjust to everything that is new to you
cause I do
hi the names winter
in my family I'm the crazy hiding the emotional
or having a break down kind of girl they think I'm just over reacting but I feel that I'm not no one wants to help me I feel that I'm lonely
feeling that kind of thing makes me want to think of ending my life it try to make me want to stab myself in the heart draw myself and sorrows by disease that no one can see me or here in the forest in the lava many things i want to know how to die thinking of ways to die is what i can think of when I feel depressed mad and sad I don't trust easily enough it's like I'm trap in my own comfort of my own mind being alone says that at least I now my way with me my reason is its hard for me to make friends no matter what I do I can't seem to make friends with someone I find interest is reading books and more that way to protect me in my own mind 😔
