*GXG*
As if we could turn back time,sounds cliche and imposibble yeah i know that but why am i here still hoping that one day i can hear your sweet voice again?
I know i was nothing compare to the someone you being with,i realized that but still i have this eager to having you again.
You dont know how much i missed you,you never imagined it because you will never notice my existence.Im always here for you but yet you still thinking about your broken heart and begging someone you loved to come back when im here right in front of you.
You said love is cruel yes it is and you are the person who makes love cruel for me.Also destiny,why its so hard for us to be with?Can you just opened your eyes and look at me as someone not just some stranger or your classmates?
Yeah im in love with my classmate .
Correction,still in love.
Yess im her ex also but technically not for her .
The person im in love with is a straight person and even didnt know well about the community so its really imposibble fr her to love me back.
Being her ex,but using someone identity just want to be loved by her.Desperate right?I know that.
She believed me and loved me truly,but this guilty feeling chased me.This makes me realize that...
I WILL NEVER EVER BE SOMEONE SHE LOVE...
so i take decision to just end this shit.
It hurts me but you know what is the hurt most?
Everyday in school she look at me as if nothing..Yeah nothing really.Its just me who assumed things.These memories just appear on my mind during the class when i saw her again..and again.
So its just me the only one..Who being hurt seeing her .
