People say that thoughts become our dreams. Last night, I dreamt of you. Then, was I thinking of you?
I walked into my class. I was surprised to saw you there. Had it been a year we were like this? Distant and not talking to each other...
I stepped towards you, to take my bag from beside you. When I saw you that close to me, I wanted to ruffle that hair of yours. I was hesitant. You saw through me and asked why I was hesitating. It was then, I couldn't bear and blurted out my inner feelings and how I restricted myself to avoid you. You hugged me tight and said "You'll always be my friend". That very moment, decided my position in your life. Somehow, all my insecurities left me and we were back together. It was so realistic and we were back to more than normal... More closer than before. We laughed to our hearts content.
A day passed with joy...
The next day, you were no where to be seen. I searched your dorm, went to your home and everywhere I could think you might be. Was yesterday, your way of bidding farewell? I was angry at you for leaving without a notice and more at myself for having misunderstood you all along.
It felt suffocated... I felt disappointed for not making enough memories with you. I was sorry for losing you like this... My emotions stirred, my mind went astray and my heart was struck with deep agony. Then the urge to cry out loud woke me up...
There were tears on my cheeks. Was I crying in my dream? I tried to convince myself that it was just a dream gone awry. But the feeling of losing you was so real that it stayed with me all day...
All I wanted was to be with you...
Am I stupid for letting down my guard again?
Then again... to the ones we really care, the walls we build against, are so damn weak...
Now I don't even want to think about what is true. I just don't want to lose you. I don't care who is at fault. Before it's too late, I want to be reunited with you...
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Days passed-
Thanks to the dream I got, we were back together and have more faith in each other.
We both choose to let go of things before it's too late... Cause it is the flaws that makes us human... and we choose to be human...
