" Useless "
" Sloth "
" Dumb "
" Crazy "
" Show off "
Words I always hear...
When I do something they will say I'm " showing off ".
When I ignore something they say I'm " Lazy " like a " Sloth ".
When I answered something incorrectly they say I'm " Dumb ".
When I talk back to them they say I'm " Crazy "
When I take a small Break they say I'm " useless "
People didn't say that in front of me but that always what I hear everytime I do something, Ignore, Answer incorrectly, talk back, Taking a break, everything I do there are words that I will hear.
Whatever is Good or Bad (Whatever I do), Negative words will be the things that I'll hear.
I believe they aren't real, that they are just hallucinations, but that more I think about it the more I became more anxious and scared.
" I'm scared, we're the Words True? "
I asked everytime, and time went by I became more gloomy and lonely.
I smile every though I don't feel happy
I cried yet I'm not sad
I got Angry but I don't know why
I became a living doll without me realizing it.
I don't even know why, But days live on I got to hear more voices again and again.
Even though my Phone made me calm down and feel Good, it was still not enough.
As I began to watch some Movies, Anime, Drama, and read some Mangas.
I began to feel more ok, I then tried making some Story's or FAN FICTION.
And The more I do so The more I tend to enjoy doing so.
