hey guys it's my first if you think it's not that good you can give me advices so next time I will make sure to not do those mistakes again and about this story you can say it's someone feeling so let's start
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it's was raining in hospital a mother was shouting and doctor was trying their best to pull out her child form her womb final child came out but she is so weak yep it's baby girl.
after this she started to grow older with her mother she was so obedient so intelligent and mature from her age no one know why?
when she was 4 year old her mother leave her far away from her because she wants her to study but that girl cried and begged her mother don't leave her here but she doesn't listen to her and leave her there
she was feeling so scared because she doesn't know them how is she going to leave there
but she started to grew up there but her feelings are "I wanna talk to my mother when she is going to take me away I don't like it here " but little did she know no one is going to come then eventually she started to leave their like a 'robot or doll' who doesn't have any feelings whatever they say she just do it because she knew no one will ask her do you want to 'do it or not'.
she started to grew up she was topper in her class her mother was happy after seeing this that she is doing great in her study's but she doesn't know that how she is living there because that girl never told her anything but even so after seeing her mom happy she started to work hard so her mother will be always happy and take her away from there but her mother didn't but one day she was in their home and doing the cleaning and her uncle started to touch her badly she didn't like it but she only know that no matter what always hear your elders and that her feelings "then what about elder's they also throw their parents when they think they are burden for them" but she doesn't say anything because he is elder but he started to touch her more she wanna cry but she can't there was one more person but he didn't help her he was just standing there she was feeling so helpless but she didn't give up she helped herself she pushed her uncle and his head knocked by wall and he fainted and after she ran away from there to her crying place so at least she can cry in peace .
after that everyone came and called police she can feel her aunty don't like it but what can she do her aunty scold her why didn't you shout "why do you think I were enjoying those touches why are you asking me so much can't you see my eyes are swallowed I am in pain I want you to hug me console me saying it's all right I am here if you don't want to tell it's okay I will wait so just calm down " but she controlled her tears and told her everything she was so scared like she did something wrong but there was a question in her mind did I really did something wrong but maybe god pity her and helped her that's why at least she is unharmed but it was big matter so her aunty told her mother and her mother came immediately then girl finally feel at ease her mother will take her away but little did she know that's her fantasy her mother ask her do you want to go hostel but her feelings was like" aren't you my mother I heard mother can hear anything even if her child is not saying anything then what about you can't you see I am in pain I am so lonely I want to be with you I am scared I want you to hug me" but she started to give fake smile and said ' okay ' her mother was happy but she was not so she faked her smile again and again finally she went there everyone was nice to her first so she felt maybe at least they will love her but again it was her fantasy there it was torcher for her in morning she have to eat trashy food and after doing every elder sister work she go to school her teacher always scold her why are you always late but what should she say that that doing so much work her legs are shaking she don't have any strength to do anything will she believe her but again she knew no one will help her so she hide her crying face and put a smile on it 'mam next I will not be late 'now she feels like she have so many faces. she felt so depressed so lonely so helpless she want someone to hold her someone who understand her more than her so she will not feel alone but even so she knew again it's her own fantasy that will never come true she felt her mother pain that's why she hide her own pain and leave like she is fine there is nothing wrong with her she faked her smile and cheerfulness she always makes everyone laugh no one once asked why your eyes are so sad.
she didn't tell anything to her mother she knew her mother will tensed after this so she kept all her pain in herself and life goes on and she was like this imagining maybe one day her father will come to her like all her classmates treat her like a princess play with her make her think she is the luckiest person in this world but maybe this time also it's her fantasy.
she always asked her mother where is her father but her mother always ignore her questions so she never asked again but her mother married to another person without knowing anything she started to call him father he was good to her but she always felt like there is something missing that is he thinks of her as his responsibility because he married her mother but not his daughter maybe that's why she didn't feel any fatherly love from him but even so she still called him father thinking he is also her responsibility since he married her mother.
like this she was 13 year old but her life was like as always feeling less ....
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