I have loved you since the first time I saw you. You can say it was love at first site. I always wanted to be someone you love but I guess I couldn't. At first we talked a lot but when you started being friends with bad people like Amari, Brandon, and Zen. We used to be very close in kindergarten through 1rst grade. But in 2nd grade you changed you started getting away from me. You still asked me for help, used my supplies, and worked with me but you talked less with me. You started to talking with Ari. I was so in love with you that I hated everyone who started getting close with you, playing with you, and laughing with you. I used to be the only one who did everything with you but cause of those people you git away from me. In third grade, I finally got the courage to confess to you. At lunch I confessed my feelings to you but you made fun of me. That made me heart broken but I still didn't stop loving you. Everything was the same as it was before and you got more close to me but someone, I don't know who, told you something about me which made you away from me again. You started to make fun of me again started talking and playing with Ari. Like this 3rd grade was over and 4th grade started. And the same thing went on and on until I left for overseas in 5th grade. I missed you a lot in those 9 months. When I came back to give gifts to my friends....... You waved your hands really fast and gave me a really warm smile. I wanted to hug you so tightly and never let you go again but I couldn't because my mom was with me. So I just looked at you and left after giving gifts. My heart was in so much pain, I wanted to scream out loud that the whole world can here but I couldn't. In 6th grade I forced myself to hate you for making fun of with others. I succeeded of hating you. Like this I got away from you but you got closer to me. When ever I am with a boy like Ethan, Jacob, Daniyal, Diego, and Roland, you started staring at me and the boys. You started looking at me every time. One time I heard many people saying that you loved me in 3rd grade. I didn't believe it but when my enemy and my BFF said that he did I thought for a while. Just then I remembered you saying that you liked a girl with a mole on her nose. You kept on saying no whenever I make a guess of a girl who has a mole on her face and kept staring at me. Years later I finally realised that I had a mole on my nose but it was too late. After remembering I was like "forget it". Just then I started having a little crush on someone who I never expected to have a crush on. Which was Jacob........ Jacob always messed with me in 4th grade like tickling me on my knees. And just like that without realising a started having a crush on you. I confessed my feelings to Jacob and guess what he LIKED ME BACK!! But he is moving now so we can't be together. I just wanted to tell you that we can never be together.......NEVER!
Sincerely,
Tayyaba
Guys this story is a real story about me and my past love.
