Same ....... It's been always the same .....
Iam the only one who is trying to keep this relationship
The only one who wants to cherish our friendship
Why iam the only one who gets up ending with wrong people everytime..
Am I a play thing to you..
With whom you can mess up everytime by hurting my emotions
It's not easy being back to my normal self
After every break down, even it's just an acting of me being ok
Everytime you ask me without concern...
Are you okay ?
And Everytime I lie ..
Iam fine .. there is nothing wrong...
It freezes me the same as being a emotionless one ...........a cold person
Even if iam not a perfect person
Can't I even have a true friend ................
~shruti
(Kookie'scookie)
