Its all fiction
Im Calley and i am just 21 yrs old, im still going to school and my course is flight attendant since i was young i really like plane that is why i choose to become a flight attendant than being an artist
I know how to sing, dance and also how to act there is an agencies giving me a chance to become an artist but i declined all of those
I have a crush and he is now a pilot, my dream not only to become a flight attendant but also to get my crush heart, i liked him since second year highschool he's smart and always a top students he became my inspiration
I know im too young that day so i choose to study more to achieved my dreams and after that i will do anything to achieve his heart
But one time im walking at the street i saw him like before i smiled but that smile immediately faded away when i saw him with a girl, fist i thought its his cousin or what but after 3 days everyone new that our top students already had a girlfriend
I laugh not because im happy for them but because im in heartbroken that day he is in third year college and i am in 1st year college... I dont know what kind of woman i am because wether i know that he already has a girlfriend i still following him and he still be us my inspiration
After 5 months you and her broke up that event makes me happy and sad,,, happy because now i really have a chance sad because your in hurt
Then after that he already graduate but i still not... As a gift i gave him a paire of shoes and a letter
This is the letter i gave him
Dear Future Pilot
Im so proud of you that you already graduate and thank you for being my inspiration, thank you for inspiring me... I cant face you for now but please wait for me till i graduate too... I wont force you to loved me back but im still hoping :) i hope you will be safe in your first flight as being a pilot i am really proud,,, someday i will be with you /// you as my pilot and me as your flight attendant...
Love your future flight attendant ; >)
After my friend gave you the letter i wrote i seen you read it and a smile flash in your face,,, as i see you smile my heart was filled of happiness
As you become a authorized pilot i study more and more then finally i graduate
I start to work as flight attendant... After 5 years i met you again i dont know but i saw your smile as you seen me,,, you walked towards me and ask me to have dinner with you at 9:00 pm in Caza restaurant
I dont know how to answer so i just nod
At 9:00 pm i arrived in our meeting place then i saw you there waiting for my presence
"there you are!" the first word you say then you pulled me a chair so i sat down "why did you ask to have dinner with me?" im confused really its been 5 years "im waiting for you" im in totally shocked what did he mean he is waiting for me,,, i shaked my head as think that he has waiting for me because he loved me too
"i read your letter in my graduation ceremony before!" i stopped how did he know that i am the one who wrote that letter "ho-how did you know that,,, that letter is mine?"
He smiled "your friend told me!"
I sigh all of my friends are fake "i'ved been waiting for you for along time my future flight attendant"
"eh? Huh??"
"if your feeling are still the same as before do i have the chance to court you?"
That time i dont know how to answer so just nod and smile after that day you start courting me and after 1 year of courting i said yes,,, i actually found a perfect guy because you didn't make your courting that fast you wait for me till i gave my yes
After 4 years we got married,,, i cant believe it finally you love me back
We had our own child which is sarah and samuel
We both raised them in good but our faith is not always in good,,, monday that day and i was watching TV i leave my work to take care of our child but you, you go to work and you promised me that those flights are the last flight you'll incounter and we will live as a family
I got bored of what im watching so i turn it in next channel, my tears flows as i heard
THE PLANE THAT YOU WE'RE DRIVING CRASH
I dont know if i still can stand i love you for so long and now i finally get love from you,,, you died
You died in that plane crash
Now im infront of your grave and still crying
"why did you leave me?"
I study hard for you but why? Why do our faith is like this,,,
After 2 years im still crying everytime i remembered you,,, our daughter and son they are in good but they still finding their father... They're too young so cant explained what really happened
I cant say i already moved on
But I'll try to be strong for our child like what you said "i dont want to saw you crying, be a strong woman... For me and for our child"
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[author— crying right now]
