Alice Who was the Daughter of Duke Zarephath had died many times, either is it his Brother, Fiance, Sister, Childhood friend, and The King.
She died many times and come back time everytime vshe die.
"If that's so weren't should she be happy?"
Why would she be happy with that kind of life.
That experience was a curse for her.
Imagine going back Time after dying?
Everytime Alice Die, she immediately goes back time and die again.
Even though she did goes back time, every ending she got is death.
"What's the point in living when you can't even die" Alice asked herself.
"Please just let me Die" Alice ask the person in front of her.
"Everything is always the same" - Alice
"I have not happy ending" Alice said in a lifeless sound
"Even if Die here, Fate will not let me slip" Alice again mumbles in a lifeless eyes
"You have gone crazy" That person shouted as he sliced Alice Trout
Even Though Alice just got his trout sliced, Alice isn't even surprised.
She have experience this more then 3x, That she is already used being killed by His Brother.
The one who just Sliced Alice's trout was his blood related Brother, Xavier van Zarephath.
As Alice loose consciousness, she then woke up 8 years before she was killed, when she is 12 years old.
Alice had already confirmed that she can never live a before 20s because, in her 20s, she is destain to die either is his brother' sword, or Fiance.
In every Reincarnation Alice had, she tried everything, being a scholar, a grand magician, and a knight, unfortunately evey Alice's request to be casted from the Zarephath's Family Tree got always rejected.
Her Father, Allen Zarephath is a very busy person but he cared for Alice and loved her like how he lover Xavier too.
And because of that Alice request got always rejected, and that decision he made, made Alice suffer.
His Father's selfishness pushed Alice to suffering, but Her Father just loved his Daughter that he can't let her go.
Alice and Xavier doesn't have great relationship because of what happened in their childhood.
As Alice woke up, A maid then knocked
Alice has a very loyal and a overprotective Maid, that died along with her everytime she die's.
Alice had experience this so many times that she just ignored her personal maid's Call.
Dying many, suffering from a loop, Coming back time yet only suffering.
Alice is very tired of everything.
She wants to die peacefully.
She wants to end his suffering.
She wants to live and to do that she needs to die.
Fate is Cruel
Reality is Cruel
But what can we do?
This was inspired by the Death is the only Ending for the Villainess, The time about Penelope dying many times in every route.
