reminiscing youโ
back to the dawn when you unclothed all of the petals
so you can see what kind of love
he's made of & if he can
make the same love with you;
he would want to feel anytime again every touch
that scorched his skin that gave him
the wintry chill of fire
when you breathed him in it felt like an undaunted caress
of sea breeze to his soul & he carelessly
opened to your stranglehold
unafraid to die but also unafraid
that it was how it feels to be alive
like a sea on full tide
you love to drown whatever is on your hands;
wildflowers blossomed in the silent breaking of dawn
when he surrendered to you
by the rural seaside where
you plucked him
into stenchless strips that you laid on his palms when you were ready to leave with feelings he can't keep
& give,
strips you can never put back
once you unclothe a flower
of everything;
๐ซ๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, you asked him with a gaze that
would make him want to be with you
but wildflowers don't belong to the sea
๐จ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, you held his hand
& he's suddenly desperate to fall in love
that before you could ask, he lets you go;
this time by the seaside, it's sunny without you; with eyes closed
he stares into the blue
wondering where would he be now
โif he hadn't said no.
(when a one-night stand finally happens between two people who are more than just friends but less than being lovers)
-janry
