Why!!?? I think desperately. Why did He have to die!?? All this training that got me at this position. I did this all for him… Whats the meaning of life now??? I did this for him… Why now..?
BLEEEEEEEEEEP.
Before I knew it, I turned into a heartless puppet for the ministers to use. I killed… murdered relentlessly… then I eventually forgot. why? Why was I here? What purpose? It was all empty. I couldn’t remember a thing.It was as if all life had been taken from me. Killing had become my sanctuary. I had no soul, no heart, no rationality. I was just a mindless puppet. 5 years had passed in a flash. I still couldn’t remember. For what reason had I started? Do I enjoy this? What does this emptiness mean?
One day, I was to fight 5 armies with 1000 people. During this war I had got injured. How long had it been? How long was long? I didn't know. My emptiness felt more heavy than my physical injuries. I couldn’t sleep in peace anymore. All I did was kill people, torture them, and would quietly murder them. Until one day he flashed before my eyes. I saw him, but who was he? I didnt have any the slightest clue. But it kept bugging me. I kept thinking of him.I scoffed at my pitiful self. Why was I still thinking about that trainee that pnly flashed once before my eyes. I asked my attendant, “Riley, I keep thinking of a boy. What does this mean?” I usually speak coldly to everyone. Riley was the only one who knew what I had been through in the past. He was the only one who understood my change. He chuckled. And asked, "General, what are you talking about?" Again. It feels hollow. It feels like I'll break any moment... What is this feeling...
TO BE CONTINUED
