this story is of real life incident
I love him I can't say him just because he was my friend ex bf I can't I know but still my heart beat fast when I look at him
I wanna really tell him one day I made up my mind to tell him I wait near his tution for half hour but when I saw him coming out my heart was like pouncing I don't want I am brave I told myself I go front of him
I told him with all courage but I never imagine that I loved the worst person he told me I don't have nice figure he like to girls with nice figure I still told himm how much I love him but he didn't listen
I don't want to expect this I chase him very much but he start to make fun of me I was not ugly and all
still he don't love me that thing hurt me lot I cried for him many days now I am tried of my life I don't want to leave anymore I take knife and started to cut my wrist still I don't feel the pain
I know being rejected by love is most painful after 10 min my door knock guess who was it
it's was my bestie friend Aayan I don't lock door properly so he come in he get shock he was trembling by fear then he call my mom and fall my seeing was getting close slowly but last thing I remember I saw Aayan carrying me like baby and crying
when I get concious I was in hospital everyone was there but my eyes was searching Aayan I suddenly someone call be tan
I was happy when I hear this voice because it was Aayan voice
I feel like so much nice but he was still crying no one is talking with me
I say sorry to everyone doctor told me to go psychiatrist because I need it
know my college will get started I am in same class with Aayan I am happy
but then I saw him coming to me I was shock I was trembling then Aayan come and warn him to stay away from me I think he pity you Aayan say
I don't care anymore
Tanushree I want to tell you something can I he said I can't say no he said I love you too much can you be my gf I can't say anything I was pause before I can say Aayan run away
now he is ignoring me but why I don't know I was again hurt then I got message for my friend she told me Aayan has last stage cancer I was totally broke now I don't have anyone in this life I was crying miserable then voice come
(stupid even if I die I will always together with you like shadow) I smile and say everything everywhere I will behind you just don't look back ok
he don't understand now he is very weak he is not talking mecidine but he still smile when I was there
(after 3 month)
Aayan die and I was behind of him (I know you don't understand I am will also die when he will die I told him don't look back because my coffin is behind his I don't want to heart him he show me one sided are always one sided) I wrote my last wish is to I want to bury next to him I can't say I love you too him but I love him that was truth of my love I die for him
(this was my saddest life 💔)
