This is a conversation between me, my heart and my mind.........
Heart: I wanna burst out.!!
Me: *tears almost filled in eyes*
Mind: Dear...If you really want to cry...you have to prepare yourself to be answerable....
Heart: Why should I??
Mind: If someone sees 👀 you crying.....they will ask you for sure....what's the reason behind your tears.....
Heart: Though they ask I don't have any reasons and answers for the questions they about my reasons behind my tears.....
Mind: Dear....just pause yourself for sometime....
Heart: For how many more years??? do you really want me to keep quite..???
Mind: I didn't mean...it but its not the right time to......
Heart: I feel like crying but during that time I'll be surrounded by people, Family, society.....and everyone.......If I'm all alone in my house or in my room I feel like crying but I don't know why tears don't come out of my eyes.......
Mind: I'm so sorry for stopping you from crying.....but listen to me....its not the correct time.....Everything has to be done in the correct times.....
Heart: *Fake smile* OK!
Me:**Not only my face but my heart also startedto face its expressions, feelings and emotions.......This is the day that I never wanted...but I couldn't really help it**.....🙂......
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Anyone here who really want to cry out loud but there thoughts are stopping them from doing this.....?