two years have passed since that horrible day, exactly two years since you died... our memories are fading away from my head but that one drasting memory stays and the pain in my heart just grows. I cant look into your parent's eyes anymore because it was my fault... only if.. if we never met, never kissed only if you didnt decided to come save me... You saved me but the moment you died I died too, I may be alive physically but mentally I'm dead, im lost, it...pains, it pains so much but I'm not even able to show it, no tear escapes from my eyes even while my heart is ripping apart, just that blank emotion on my face. I want to kill myself but it will be a waste of your sacrifice. My parents are worried of me and they wanted to make my worst day my most memorable one, today is my marriage day but I'm running away, I dont want to forget you, I am scared to forget you, I'm afraid those memories are gonna vanish, so I keep feeling that pain that you left, each pounce of pain keeps you alive in my head..
xxx
