I don't know why....

I don't know why...

Everything I do , always end up with failure

Everything I tried always can't be done very well

It's not that I want it to happen that way

But I can't figure out how things turn out like that

I tried to do the best

I tried to be the best

And

I tried my best

But things doesn't seem go well when it's come to me

Sometimes I feel like I had enough of this

I exhausted of myself

I tired of being myself

Or even worse

I tired of my own life

I wonder if I really am a bad luck

Or

Fate taught me that perfect may not come in the way I wanted.