I saw u so clear
the days you came out to shower the flowers
"oh how beautiful" you'd whisper
need not to move forward
I can hear u so well
you stand and smile oh I don't know what's a miracle
that I live just right by you
or that I stare into the abyss of a painting without a fine
it's as if I look into u that I look into myself
my heart beat skips as I look towards
oh what a luck, I met u here
my first love
my soul left my body as u watched him so dearly
he does not deserve it my little fairy
I may be not sane for I look at u through the day
but better I am since I look at u rain
there I am with u my love
dont feel fear you arent alone
I stand by you, just speak it up
I know the pain and suffering
just explain what it is that u seek
I am a man made with gold
soul is strong thy hearts ten-fold
leave that slum all by himself
u deserve love my heart and soul
deserve the world but that glass and cold folk
I beg you , scream shout and plead
just say the word I'll come and we'll flee
if u stand it more
I'll end myself
because if I cannot be a man who u love
I'd rather be happy dead in cold blood
because if I am not the man u love
I'd rather be gone, since I'll feel no warmth
dead or Alive, what matters?
if I cannot feel that touch and hug of yours..