We all do dumb or silly things. I've also done like adding sugar when the mint taste of chewing gum ends up. This is nothing because what I'm going to share is so "silly" and for that I also received a slap from my mum and scoldings from father.༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
This happened when I was in 8th grade, I was 12 at that time. That year was very bad for me like literally, everything was happening bad. I had fight with my friend (it was because of misunderstanding, I don't even talk her now), My mental health wasn't good (because of fight) and because of this, I couldn't concentrate on my studies.
So at that time one rumour was going on in whole campus, I heard it from one of my classmate that a girl tried to commit suicide just because her class teacher scolded her on applying mehndi. I thought " Just because mam scolded her, she committed suicide ಠ‿ಠ , then I'd have been dead by now because yesterday sir scolded for that I was sleeping in 1st period of class". I didn't believed on it.
Some days later, it was free period of class so everybody was chatting (talking about their boyfriends' you know 🌚) and being a backbencher, I was listening all their conversations. As I was just roaming in class, I saw two or may be three of my classmates were cutting their hands with sharpener blade.😑 I was like " what the hell they're doing, aren't they feeling pain!?" One of them was smiling like fool while cutting and other one was supporting her.
I was about to complain but thought it is none of my business so I didn't.
Same day, I was feeling so bored. None of my family member was with me, I mean my mum was in kitchen, brother was in coaching and father was on his work. I don't know what came in my mind at that time, I did that. Actually I was thinking about the scene I saw in class. I just couldn't stop thinking about it. I wanted to know the pain.ಥ‿ಥ
I took the blade, and the moment I was about to cut it, my mom saw me, she came running and slapped me hard. (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ) And dad came home at the same time but it was wrong timing for me. She told dad about it and he scolded me alot like a lot. I told them why I tried to do it. My mum didn't believed, and my dad literally said "just try to cut your neck next time! " I was like I don't want to die in early age, I'm so young to die.( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀). My brother also got to know about it, he added more fuel to fire. He told them few days ago,I was trying to do something with blade.😑 I was so done with him at that time. I told them that I was trying to cut my nails because nail cutter wasn't working.
But they didn't believed it. This is the dumbest thing I ever did. I still think about this incident, I feel like I was "topa" (mad). But I also laugh about it. After that incident, my mum watches me always if she finds me with blade or any sharp thing. ー_ー゛)
