"Sana are you going mad.. You are listening this song 5th time.." Sana said to herself playing the song again.
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Sadiyon se lambi hai raatein
Sadiyon se lambe hue din
Aa jaao laut kar tum
Ye dil keh rha hai
Aa jaao laut kr tum
Ye dil keh rha hai...
She was listening this song but was not completely listening.. She was somewhere else..
Sana's POV(Point of View) :
I still remember Randhir when you said those three magical words to me..
"I love you Sana.. I love you.." Randhir screamed at the top of his voice.. I was startled hearing that.. At that time those words meant nothing to me.. I didnt love you but you did.. I just wanted a boyfriend for myself who is available for me 24*7.. And you were there.. Accepting your proposal was just a matter of sympathy to me.. I remember Randhir when you said "I'll be broken without you Sana. I am just crying since two days. Because I know we can't be together. Our families won't accept our relationship. " You were my best friend. How could I see you in that situation. I said a yes. And see today I am missing you so much when you are not here.
FLASHBACK:
As Randhir and Sana were a couple now they were happy together. Thy used to go to romantic dates, dinners etc. Randhir always tried to get close but she was little uncomfortable. May be she didnt love him was the reason. "Randhir, what are you doing? Don't get too close." Sana was stopping Randhir as he was kissing her.
Randhir: Don't you like it when I get close to you? I love you very much baby and today I feel like hugging and kissing you so much. You are so beautiful.
Sana: It not like that Randhir. You know I haven't got close to anyone this much. So..
Randhir: Ok. I won't touch unless you want me to.
Saying this Randhir distanced himself from her. He loved her truly and respected her more then she could herself. Sana inched closer kept her palm on his cheeks and said "Randhir I love you. I dont have any problem if you get closer." She kissed on his cheek. Randhir was on cloud 9 when she kissed. As if he won student of the year award. "I love you too Sana."he said and started kissing her. That day was special for both. Sana and Randhir were unable to forget the moments they had spent with each other.
Soon Holidays started. Randhir had a plan to go to his village with his family.
"Randhir when will you come back?" Sana was asking as Randhir was going for a month and he wont be able to talk to her or give her much time. "Dont stress baby. I'll be back soon. And miss me but not much. I'll miss you too" Randhir consoled her. "But how will I stay without you for so many days?" Sana was still not convinced. "You will have to stay my dear. I will have to go. " Randhir said with a heavy heart. Next morning he went away.
Sana's POV:
I don't know Randhir if I love you or not. That is why I decided that I will not think about you when you are gone. I have all my friends here but I don't feel that peace, love, care and concern which I feel when talking with you. I always believed that I do not need anyone. But I was wrong Randhir. I thought about you every second since you left. And today my eyes are numb after reading our old texts. Is this because I have started to fall for you? Have I really started to love you? I am missing you so much Randhir. Please come back soon. Please.. I dont know why we love the person who are not with us and love someone who is not present with us. It's only few days since you have left. I don't know how to stay without you but I do understand one thing now - I LOVE U RANDHIR. I really do.
She again played the song for 10th tym but her mind heart and soul were only thinking about him. Soon she fell asleep with his dreams.
PRESENT:
"This girl is crazy. She kept so much in heart. If wouldn't have read her diary I would have never known all this." Randhir said as he read her diary and a tear drop escaped his eyes. Suddenly she called "Randhir what are you doing there?" "Nothing" said he keeping the diary aside. He went further and hugged her tight "I love you Sana." "I love you too Randhir." The waiting moments of Sana came to an end as he was back.
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