When I Was 11
Me And My Grandma Are Both In Our Store
I Was Telling Her About How Much I Love Dad
Then She Suddenly Had This Hesitant Face
I Asked Her "What Was Wrong"
Then She Said
"I'm Gonna Tell You A Secret
But Promise Me
That After I Tell You This
You Won't Grow Up Rebellious
Towards Your Parents"
I Was Curious About What It Was So I Said
"Sure Granny"
She Said That Your Dad Isn't Your Real Dad
I Smiled Thinking She Was Joking
And Said "Really? "
But She Had This Serious Face
I Said "Oh You're Not Kidding"
Then She Said
"Your Dad's Surname Was San Miguel"
And That She Doesn't Know My Dad's Real Name Since She Calls Him By His Nickname
I Was Under So Much Pressure
At That Time Both In Studies
And The Secret
It Was Around The End Of October
When I Found Out About It
Before My Grandma Goes To Visit My Aunt
She Told Me Not To Tell My Mom
That She Told Me Something About My Real Dad Cause Mom Will Be Furious
So I Listened To Her
At First I Didn't Really Care
About My Biological Father
Since I Love My Daddy
And I Didn't Cry
But When My Grandma Came Back
She Told Me All The Information
She Knows About My Biological Father
She Told Me That My Biological Father
Already Have Children
And That My Father Didn't Left Me
Cause When Mom Was In Labor
He Wants To Go
But His Mother Stopped Him
By The Way My Biological Father
Is Like Not So Rich But Not Poor
Like Above Average Person
Before My Grandma Told Me All This
I Was Playing A Game
I Didn't Know That The Game
I Was Playing Would Help Me So Much
And Would Save My Life
You Might Be Wondering How
Well My Mom Suddenly Gets Angry At Me Often Cause My Grades Is Starting To Fall
Cause Of My Anxiety And Depression
I Was So Stressed
I'm So Tired Of Mom Scolding Me
And Comparing Me To Other Children
I Thought There's No Reason To Live My Anymore
I Was Hopeless And I Cry Secretly Often
Then While I Was Playing The Game Which Became My Escape From Reality , Anxiety And Depression
I Found Out I Can Chat In The Game
I Thought I Was Talking To Robots
But When They Answer Me Like People
I Found Out They Are Not Robots
Through The Game I Was Able To Let Out
And Express My Sadness
They Comforted Me I Realized That The People
In The Game Understand Me More Than My Own Family
I Spend My Time Often Chatting In The Game
My Mom Suspects That I Was Chatting
With My Boyfriend
I Don't Even Had One At That Time
I Ignored Her
I Continued Playing The Game
Im Playing It Til Now Im 13 Now By The Way
I Wrote This Story Now
Because I Realized
That As The Time Passes Some People
That Played The Game Left
Cause They Soon Got Tired Of It
A Lot Of My Friends There Left
But I Kept Playing It
Cause It Has A Part In My Life
The Game Was My Hero
As Thanks To The Game
I Guided Other Players On How To Play It
I Comforted Players
That Are Going Through Depression
That Game Brought A Lot Of Happiness To My Life
It Also Extended The Life Of Depressed Players
I Will Be Forever Thankful To That Game
Cause Of The Game I Increased
My Communication Skills
I Also Increased My Confidence
And I Met People From All Around The World
Who Are Dear To Me
Thank You For Bringing Light To My Life
"Legend Of The Phoenix"
After Playing The Game I Fell In Love
With Phoenix
In The Game You Can Talk To People
Around The World
You Can Mostly See
Indonesian, Indians, Malaysian,
Thai And Pilipino Players Etc
You Can Plant, Fish, Take Care Of Cat,See Handsome Confidants, Collect Beautiful Costume Etc.
And It Has A Story Line
The Story Was About A Girl Who Was
Given A Second Chance To Live Her Life Again And Seek Revenge
Woah Did I Just Promote The Game Again🤧
