Now in present i am scared to interact with people and no is beside me slowly i lost everything my friends my confidence My grades..... I live alone in a room even though I live in a hostel and in every room 4 girls live as roommates but here i am alone
when someone asks don't you lonely i give wide smile and say No 🙂↔️ The whole room is mine no one disturbs me but in truth if I don't step out of my room no one cares to ask me if i had dinner or lunch
and I tried I didn't go outside for one whole day and no one came to check me......
I feel pathetic and Lonely
now I'm scared to even approach anyone like no one needs me
if someone asks why your roommate changes room you guys didn't even fight slowly we stopped talking cause I sensed that my ex roommate felt obligated to talk to me so I step back and stop talking to her and she gives up and stops talking to me
she already given up to the moment she chose to change rooms with our other common friend
😮💨
I really want to tell this to someone on the face but I don't have any courage or any energy, any confidence left
My screentime is now almost 13 hours on weekends
i distract myself but the moment I put my mobile a side reality hits me no one is here with me 🤣
I am alone
I need someone Beside not just virtual buddy I need someone to Relay on To shoulder to cry On someone who will say Don't worry I am with you right now that's the matter
But like I said I to scared to even open up to that Someone 😊
