I tap the button on the elevator but..
"gosh why it didnt work!" i sigh heavily and tried to search any alternative ohhh stairs!just a blink of eyes i catch that idea,how clever am i right?
I run faster trying to not waste any time because for her everything is determined not to being waste and also i want time fill with our moment only and here i am in front of her room.
I fix up my shirt and hair so it wont look messy and yeah perfume i need that so i take it from my pocket and spray it into my body.
Wahh i feel so fresh right now,so i hold the doorknob and opened it just to seeing one girl,smiling widely noticing my existence here and me also,forming a smile.
"how are you?"
"im good so hows your day?"
"fun as always but not compare if you are there with us."
"dont worry dany,i will be okay i promised you that and we can hangout together just like usual in the backday"
"keep that promise ok?"
"yeah,hmm dany i .. i want to tell you something"
"what is it?" I look directly into her eyes feel my own heart beat rhytm.
I dont know what is that,just i dont like this feeling because i feel hurt like my heart will explode soon.I wonder what is it but nevermind..maybe just maybe its nothing.Just things when you get too comfortable with your best friend.
"can we go out?"
"nah are you out of your mind?!You cant get out here!"
"just this time,i really want to show you something"
"ok..but what if your doctor find out about this?"
"dont worry i have my own way.Its now or never!"
This girl really..argh whatever i cant resist this.
"So what are you waiting for?Lets go escape from this horrible place" she said while drag my hand and chuckle quietly.
I look at my hand to her face.
Once again this feeling strike me.
What is this?I hold my chest,why is it beat so fast.
I shrugged it of thinking that its nothing.
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"woah.." i opened my mouth widely admiring the scene in front of me.
"beautiful right?" she asking me while her eyes still there but me?
I cant take my eyes off her.Her hair flowing down because of the wind and it makes me crazy and this feeling get me off guard.
No it cant be,Im still young to know about these things.
I shrugged it off once again and change my attention to the sunset.
"have you ever fall in love before myla?" I dont know why out all of the question in this world why is this i must asking her right at this situation.
Maybe,just maybe its because of sunset..
"yeah" she answer slowly while her eyes is looking down.Its not myla i know,the confidence person.
And i feel like someone just stab my heart many times.
"But i dont know if he will return my feelings" she looks at me with that spark on her eyes?
"you should tell him then.Dont wait until he fall in love with someone else"
"Anyway,we cant be together right?Im dying right now hahahha.I dont want to worsen our relationship as best friend so better i keep it by myself"
"You can rest in peace after telling him your feelings"
"Im not important anymore,even if i confess there is either two option.He accept and make me happy for a while but he will get hurt watching me leave or he will rejected me and i dont like that kind of feeling.At least keep this feeling,i can remember our memories without feel any pain inside me.I dont want him to get hurt same as me.So this is right thing to do.Am i right?"
I nodded slowly agreeing with her words.Maybe me too should learn forget this.Im sure this is not called love but just feeling comfortable with each other and maybe when she is already up there im not feeling anything.Just maybe..I just get attracted to her .
Not a serious matter,i think i should just let it go.
"I think we should go now..Its already late and my parents will scolded me ." i started getting worried alert with how oc clock right now.
"yeah..lets go"
I nodded and about to go but something no..someone just hold my hand prevent me from leave.
"thank you for being there for me.You are my only best friend and the best thing i ever had.Even if you dont know,but i treasure you a lot..as friend."
I smiled a bit but deep inside,part of me tell me that there is some message hidden by it but just like before i shrugged it off.
"c..cant we stay for a bit?I kinda like this place and i get the feeling that i cant go to this place anymore"
"dont say like that.We can go to to this place tomorrow ok?Its getting late,we must go now"i said while calling taxi.
After a few minutes later,finally taxi car already came and we get inside and headed to the place we belong to.
"bye,take care myla.Call me if anything happen"
"yeah yeah i will.You too bye danny"
i nodded and told the driver to move.
But little did that i didnt know that there is a lot of people gathering in front of hospital with a pathetic face feel bad for a girl who near to her time.
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I woke up by some noises outside my room knocking my door more and more.
"yeah yeah,wait a sec" i said in annoying tone and opened the door just seeing my mom with her teary eyes?!
"mom..mom why are you crying?" i ask in panic and somehow its get me dejavu.
Just this bad feeling,im afraid that it might be true.
"y..you need to get ready now.C..change your clothes."
"b..but why?Where are we going to go mom?"
"your bestfriend,m...myla passed away"
And with the words came out from my mother mouth everything gone wrong.I cant breath properly and hold my chest.
Why is it hurt this much?
"mom..y..you are pranking me right because this is my birthday?" i chuckled and sobbing slowly.
It cant be,right on my birthday?
"please tell me its dream!!"i begging and falling down onto my knees.
Why am i this weak?
"We need to go now danny,you should look her body for the last time before the funeral happen"
I nodded weakly.
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"Danny..myla told me to give you this" Myla's mother gave me an envelope.
I take the envelope and start reading it with my heavy heart.
TO BE CONTINUED.
