Don’t you ever just, cry while laying in bed for not even knowing the reason? Yeah, I guess we all do that sometimes.
I mean doesn’t it ever come to mind, why am I the one who survived among all the other sperms my father had given my mother that night?
Why, just why me? Am I even here for any reason at all? I’m struggling, but I can’t seem to ask for help because so many people are depending on me.
I lost hope and faith in so many things, and I’m just a teenager. So many people are out there struggling more than I do, I know that.
Why can’t I be that one kid who has everything and not think about anything at all! They still have someone depending on them, but I guess they don’t struggle with what they’ll eat for today.
“I love my life, I’ll study hard and achieve my dream!”
I wish I also had an opportunity like that, because where I’m from if you’re poor, or if you graduate or not, you won’t still be able to get that job and dream you were aiming for.
Opportunity isn’t served in a silver platter and will be handed to you willy nilly. You have to strive and work hard for it.
Is everyone like that? Do they even work for a living? Many people suffer everyday, but we’re just mere dirt being stepped in and spit on.
We won’t be bale to fight for our rights, because it seems we weren’t given any.
I am complaining, instead of working I’m complaining. Because that’s what we poor people only do right? You don’t see us working hard for what we want, you don’t see that we’re struggling, you only see what yo want to see.
Will you even see this? I just wonder, do you like the life you were given now? I’ll take my own life anytime, I’ll take it and make it my own.
They can manipulate and do me dirty, but you can’t stop me from doing the same to you.
This isn’t about vengeance, I think I was supposed to write about equality. Which isn’t given though it is taken.
If you don’t give them reason that you should be equals they won’t be yours otherwise.
I envy the people who was born with a golden spoon on their mouths.... I know we’ll never be equals. I’m wide awake. I already wiped the tears away from my eyes. I can already see what I should see.
