my first love if someone think about this firstly what comes in mind ....a sweet feeling..hapiness righmy state was the same too i had a crsh at someone when i was a little child didnt know what life is...now that i think about it it was like i opened my eyes and that person was first one infront of me ....i always looked upone him for all the dissisions of my life but i never guessed my crush would hurt so much ....the other person always looked t me like a little kid....the other person...slowy started to push me a far....but i didint care i was just close it was enough for me...slowly the other one started to had bad natured frinds who syarted to destroy my crsh...well i noticed it late...but as soon as i knew i tried to tell hithe other person but my crush didnt belive me....i tried even harder and just like that at some point i felt like my crush started to hate me...dispise me...creeps me...but my crush didnt knew that he was alao ganna get betrayed...and when my crush got betrayed...i listened my crush crying outside of my crushes room...didnt know how to face mh crush....how to comfort my crsh just the thought of it makes my heart eachs:..and slowely i started to forget my crush for both of us now i think im over it but still i do miss my crush after my crushs marriage...but i wish my crush agood luck ....im...happy😁😁😍😍😍and also wish my crush to be happy too ............may god give ...my...ex.crush....a.....happy.....and.....lovely....life....i..hope...that...couple...gets...beautiful...kids....a...live..a...happy...family...life...forever.....i...just...hope..i...dont...do...something....wrong...that...might...hurt..?their....happy....lifeine