Friends are something we all need but some are just too toxic
let me share my story
at the start i met this girl i will name her A . Both of our mothers are really close so we often meet eachother and hangout we even wear matchy outfits before , my mother introduce A's mother a new job that she found out . they both got in . At the new job we met B . B mother works at the same job B is just one year older than us. A got to know B first since i did not join my mum to work . (Me , A and B mother's are kindergarten teachers so we are allowed to join them at work during the holidays) Well they got close with eachother . so just like you guys might expect i got left out..... they always watch things between themselves it make me really upset so i stop joining my mum at work but it also means they got even closer and me being left out got even worse when im with them . Everytime pur mothers went out together A and B would just walk together by themselves leaving me alone with A's brother. Usually my mum wouldn't join A and B parents to go out because she is tired or she is not feeling very well so i would be the only one that a join them. so on the car . A and B would 100 % sit together . As for A's brother he wants to sit with his sister so im left in the corner while B is on the other corner so i guess yall could imagine how we sit.. so yea A and B just talked between themselves again i feel like crying everytime but i did not do anything i tried approaching them to join their conversation before..... but it doesn't help out conversation ends in less then 5 min . A and B mother's noticed that im being left out .... yall might think its a good thing but its not A is very toxic so after her mother told A to try to include me , she got mad and start to spread rumours ..... me and A are in the same sch and same class we have the same friend grp . Our friend grp is the largest in the class and A is the center of the friend grp .... extra info she leave me out in sch for 1 year and more ..... she doesn't even talk to me during that period of time. So going back to the rumours yea , she told the girls that im pretentious faking that im sad to get attention saying im a adults pet or smt and said that she did not leave me out at all... i think the girls believed it since well i got left out in the friend grp so similar scenarios so they might believe . but yeah now i graduated i dun care anymore but the friendship between Me ,A and B is still horrible they go out together without telling me having matchy pfp and all those when we go out they still leave me out but not as bad as last time they still walk by themselves sometimes include me . they asked me to sit in the middle now at times they are somewhat improving so im happy
