Growing up together...I don't even know when I start to fall for you..
when u pat my head and call me sis in front of other girls,
I use to get really mad at u..😅
I use to do all the silly thing's just to get your attention...
just a smile on your face can make me go crazy.
you always come to my house...to play with me..my parents treat you like their own son 🦋 coz I'm the only child in the family & they know that I like you 😅
I remember the day you sleep over at my house, I was just a kid back then😅 I was so excited 😆
I even sneak Inside your room and sleep beside you
🤣and fall from the bed!! and you carried me back to my room😊
when we visited your grandparents ❤ I was so happy when they said you two should get married when we become adult..
U know I have feelings for you. ..but why did you chose ignore it !!! just bc I'm a child.
You like spicy foods so...
I force myself to eat spicy foods
you like to watch football so. .
I force myself to watch football...
I force myself to learn everything you like..
everyone knows hw much I love you.
BUT WHY DID YOU USE ME TO GET CLOSE TO HER
WHYYYYYY?
The day you confess to her ..was the they u lose me..
I use to tell her hw much I love you & hw much your smile makes me go crazy, hw I want to get married with you, have kids, and grow old together...I told her everything she was my best friend...
when you confess to her I was so embarrassed that I wanna lock myself up and never see or talk to her again , not bc I'm mad at her....it's bc I was so embarrassed all this time I was in my own dream land..
THE Next day she visit me and said ...
she reject you .
and I replied ..obviously u reject him coz ik you like my cousin 🥲 we just look each other and we laugh it off..
you know my feelings but you take advantage of it so ....I throw it away, you try coming back to me after she reject you ...But I found out hw stupid I
am..
From then on we act like strangers
But now thinking back all this memories makes me wanna laugh 😅😅 maybe I was never really in love with you...but I like you as a big brother..coz you take care of me alot.. so I fall for your gentleness
Note : we're neighbours and he's 5 years older then me and this happens when I was 13💜💋
