Do I still have feelings for you??

You're not mine but Still I think of you when you're not around,,

I hate you but whenever I see you I remembered my dark past ,

I have move on now but still you have a little place in my heart ❤ , I want to cry When I think of you , wherever I see you

I want to say bad words to you , want to humiliate you and want to ask you why you left me but I can't because I am sacred that what if you say lie again to me, what if you made my emotions a joke.

I am missing you today I know I am a fool cause I am crying because of you ,,,,,everyone said me that you forgot about me then why you see me when I am around you, why you don't ignore me , you know that I can never ignore you but I also know you can ignore me then why you can't ignore ??

I just want to ask is everything that much easy,???

After two years I have seen you then why I feel so emotional about you cause psychology says if you love a person than it takes 18 months 💗 to forget but it's been two years then why I am thinking of you

"do i still have feelings for you??",, I don't know the answer

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