I miss.. The days..
It was a beautiful day. The sun is shining brightly with the leaves of the trees falling because of the wind. Like me usual days, I'm waiting, for me to ride the train to my school. Who would though that waiting will be this fun for me?
"Eh? The train is too long." My boy best friend complained. I smile. Waiting is fun for me because I have him. I want to be with him this long, so I wished, please be long train, I'm willing to wait.
"It's okay." I said then smiled. He look at me. That face of his is such perfect. With blue eyes like an ocean, calm like a water. His fair skin and his perfectly cutted hair. And he smell so damn sweet.
"Hm. You are really patient Gwen. Where been waiting here for almost an hour now. But you still manage to smile and say it's okay." he said. Instead of answering him. I smiled. I'm willing to wait as long as I'm with you. My happy heart become sad when the train arrives.
"Hay! I'm tired of waiting." my best friend said. He entered the train while I'm still outside looking at him walk away, my hand tried to hold him but he's too far away. I missed holding his hands. I sigh and enter the train.
Seating beside my best friend, any minute now my heart will explode. He's so close to me! Like our hand will touch each other now. I want to touch him. I want to smell him. I want him. I tried to be closer to him a little more but..
"Grandpa, you can seat here," he politely said. He's really a good boy. The other thing I want in him. I sigh. He stand up and the grandpa seated beside me. I missed being closer to him.
"Hey! You're going to the field trip?" I ask my best friend who is reading a book again. He loves book, opposite of me. Books don't get my interest that much.
"No" I frown because of his answer.
"Why?" I asked. I will not come if his coming field trip will be boring without him.
"Busy? I still need to finished our project." he said, still looking at the book.. I make a poker face. Really? Still thinking about school? Psh.
I get his book away. He tried to get it but I run.
"You always think about school. Why can't you relax? Have fun? We often have field trips! Let's go!" I tried to convince him, hopefully he'll say yes.
To my surprise..
"Tsk. Fine! Just bring my book back!" he said. My eyes twinkle when he said yes. I feel like he already accept me as his lover. I run to him, smiling too happy and bring back his book.
"Why are you so happy?" he asked. Instead of answering I smiled and shrugged my shoulders. Now, I didn't missed asking him to go with me in the field trip.
The day of the field trip came. We are so exited, well, this is our last field trip because we're graduating junior high school next month.
I think this is the happiest day of my life.
I controlling my smile and excitement when my best friend is sleeping at my shoulder. My heart felt so happy that I can't breath. I can smell his sweet fragrance. I can fell his hot breaths. This is so romantic for me!
I run my finger through his soft hair and play it a bit. And suddenly stop when my bestfriend woke up.
"Still far?" he asked. I shrugged my shoulders. I don't know also if where far in the venue.
"Hmm.. The view is good." I look at him. Then look at the window. And my eyes widened when I saw his reflection looking at me with smile in his face. My heart pounded faster. Calm down self, don't me assuming.
"Why are you good to me?" he suddenly asked out of the blue.
"Huh? W-well. You're my best friend!" I tried to be calm.
"Hmm? Just that?" he meaningfully said. From the way he speak, I think he already know what I feel about him.
"Y-yah!" I lied. I'm still not ready to tell my feeling.
Both of us is silent, looking at the window. The scenary outside is so beautiful. But my eyes is not looking at it but looking at my best friend's reflection. I will be tired watching his handsome face.
"AAAHHHHHHHHH!"
Both of us got shock when all of the students shouted in fear. But before we ask, we already find out what is happening.
Both of us look at each other, obviously, insuring each other that it's alright we'll gonna survive. I hold his hands so tight. And he hug me really tight. Please God. Save us.
As our bus fall. My tears are falling. Please. Let us survive. I want to live. I want to live with my best friend.
"Shhh.. It's alright." he said.
I look at him. He look at me. Who would though that, that will be my last stare at his beautiful blue eyes.
Now, I wished that I should've invite my best friend in this field trip. I should've missed inviting him. I should've.
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The wind is too cold. With my long hair dancing with the wind. I sigh and feel the cold wind. There are also falling leaves that touches my body.
I hug my self, so cold.
It's been already five years, I sigh.
"Come inside wife, you'll catch cold if you will stay here forever" my husband whisper in my ears. I feel his arms wrap my body.
I smile.
I face him and touches his face, I smile. I feel his lips kissed my forehead.
"I missed looking at your blue eyes" I said.
It's been five years when the incident happen and I lost my eye sight. Because of what happen I become blind.
"Don't worry wife, you're having a operations tomorrow." my husband said.
"I like to see you're face again. You're beautiful blue eyes. I miss them." I said. He didn't say a word but instead, kiss me softly in the lips.
Days after my operation.
I open my eyes and at first my eye sight is blurred but slowly it's becoming clear as it adjust.
I'm too happy to see again.
Tears fell in my eyes when I saw my best friend sitting in front of me too happy of what happen. He touch my face and said..
"You will able to see my blue eyes again, wife"
