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After 2 years i found out that one of my classmate likes me. I was only chatting with him online but in reality he never spoke a word. He is shy type by nature. A ideal boyfriend. He is caring too. He proposed me. I know that he had always liked me. I asked for sometime to think about this and he kindly said 'Ok'. I could see relief in his face after proposing me after all he had hide this from months that he liked me. Later that night i cried because i was missing my first love too much. My first love wasn't perfect but an ideal boy best friend. 'He doesn't love me anymore' I tried to convince myself but no use. It was finally time to move on from my first love So, i decided to accept his proposal. He was sweet and shy. He was a perfect ideal boyfriend for me. So, i was sure that i will fall in love with him no matter sooner or later. I know i will regret if i let him go now. So, i accepted his love and we became boyfriend - girlfriend. I was happy being his girlfriend. He used to shiver in nervous if i was near him. It was cute. Just another day, My childhood bestfriend and my present best friend told me something which was just totally unexpected my first love well i should call him my ex LOVE me and my childhood bedt friend both. I was shocked as hell hearing that. I decided to talk with my ex later that night in online. I started sending Hi mesage to him. When he replied i asked him about what i heard. He said ' Yes, i love you still. I never asked you for break up, remember? I love you and Jade *my child hood best friend's name* both. Do you still love me?' I was crying so hard if he had asked this before my present boyfriend then i would surely accept him after all my love towards him was hidden but true. but somewhere in my heart i know that the love he do to Jade was never he did to me. I said ' Why are you telling now ? ' After sometimes chatting and chatting he asked me ' Do you love Him?' i don't know what i was thinking but still i said ' No, i don't love him. i only accepted his proposal and nothing else' and that was one of the biggest mistake of my life. Later we end our chatting. Just after 2 minutes my best friend sent me a screenshot of me and my ex chatting not only my best friend but he sent it to his each and every friends including my current boyfriend. My ex had deleted each messages where he had written he love me and screenshot it. He was insane. Another day my current boyfriend pretend like he doesn't know anything and i didn't bring this topic again. My current boyfriend was making me fall for him after all he is the most handsome and good at studing from the boys in our class. Before i could truely fall in love with him i break up. He cried but still i didn't listen to him. Some of my childhood dark secrets and the thought of if he finding out about my secrets. I broke up with him. I changed my school after that but when i went to that school again after many days. I heard that my 2nd ex told our break up was just a joke nothing else like seriously i was furious over him but what i heard next made me emotional he was lying to everyone that he still chats with me, call me and everything is fine between us. I let him say whatever he wanted to say. I didn't stop him. It's been months since we last chatted i am trying to message him i don't know if i have the right to disturb him but he was the best and golden choice for me but i missed my chance to be with him and all of this shit happened because of that secret no one knows except someone..Even after all of this sh*t I heard from their mutual friend that both boys still love me.....
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