You make me feel safe.
Make me feel like I am wanted.
Though you are just fantasy, you are real to me.
You are as real as the Sun.
As warm as light.
At night, I lay awake with you in my mind.
As hard as I try, you don’t leave my mind.
I do not complain because you calm my mind.
Our love is forbidden but it is as strong as the wind on a cold night.
It keeps me alive.
I can be in your arms and until then, your voice fills my head.
When I sleep, I dream of you and me.
And hope that in the morning we will be together.
But when I wake, my heart drops.
It drops to the sight of being alone.
The more time passes, the more my love grows for you.
It grows and grows until it is to much to bare.
Until it hurts my heart whenever I think about you.
You found your way to my heart through a book.
You live in my mind.
Always invading.
But when the time comes, I will have to leave.
But that time is not here yet.
Until then, I will love you till the end, my fantasy lover.
