many of people around keep asking why I use my phone a lot why I am always looking at my phone why
well I'm not an phone adik it's just that my phone is my only Savior for doing some mistakes my phone will keep me accompany Soo that I won't make mistakes
you may say it's just a small mistake
but for me small is too big enough you always say forget it move on it's only small mistake everyone do make mistakes too but it's not like I can forget it easily even a small mistake can take me a month to forget and I also have fear of doing more make me just go inside my room away from others and use my phone peacefully and also my phone is the only thing who can make me forget everything in just a minute or hours
well you can say I'm overthinking everything yes I am it's not like I can stop myself from overthinking
you can also say I'm too weak to be afraid making a small mistake
well I'm not weak if I'm weak I might don't exist here anymore
Soo please stop asking why I'm always on my phone I just fear doing a mistake and might hurt you small
wound can make me blame myself a lot
i am like a psychopath blaming my self
a small mistake is big enough for me😢
