I am a girl who had already fallen in love with a jerk who cheated on me and broke my heart...i loved him for 3 years of my life. Now i moved on. To be free from a pain of not getting loved by your loved ones is so peaceful. Each and every second of my life i feel secure, peace of not being cheated anymore not wasting my tears for someone who doesn't care about me but i never thought life would be so difficult to live and leave both in the near future. After breaking up with my ex. The first thing i did was to find a job. I am still studing my high schools.Well i am in 9th grade. I am still not capable of love in my society. When i was together with my ex. He used to pay all my school fees. So, i don't need to work and he could spend more time with me or maybe? He was really hard to understand. Soon after breaking up with him I started to live with my best friend in an apartment. We payed rent for the apartment by mixing our money every end of the month from our salary. One day when i was scrolling my facebook friend's stories. All i could see was tik tok videos. I asked my best friend who was sitting in a chair and playing freefire in her mobile. "Like seriously these people had turned everything to use tik tok. That snap chat, you tube, capcut, facebook..!" Before i could finish my words. She put her mobile down and replied me "Hey girl Do you even know how cute and handsome boys are there in tik tok. Not only this much but also our own country have cute boys who looks like japanese, chinese or korean. You should download it too. " She said with sparkle and full interest in her eyes. Even i could see them. I ignored it . After some days in school. I accidentally heard that one of our close friend has a crush on an unpopular tik toker. I also stayed a little bit longer to listen his id but i was careful not to get caught. After reaching our apartment's door with my best friend. She said "I will go convenience store to buy some noodles for dinner. Get showered until i come back " with that she left. I unlocked the door and went inside. After taking a short shower. I remembered about that crush of my friend. I immediately took out my phone from my drawer and downloaded tik tok. I made my own account and searched for his. I found him. He wasn't much good looking but in his almost every video he has tagged my friend to express his love for her. I decided to help them to be a couple. So, i commented in his latest video that she likes you back. ANOTHER DAY i heard they are together. Now, it was time to delete tik tok but i was already obsessed with this app. I found a very cute japanese boy and god he was not only cute but handsome, beautiful, sexy each and every words which is use to describe someone's speciality is for him. I almost spent 2 hours in just scrolling his videos. In one of his video he wrote his age is 19-20.I made him my crush. His beautiful eyes which were grey in colour. His silky black neck-long hair, cute pink lips, perfect jaw line, long height, slim body with long slim legs is every girl's dream boyfriend. I commented on one of his video saying that "I am 16 years old and proposing you even if you say no. You will be the only one running in my mind. If you feel exhausted you can rest in my heart ." Soon after my comment got 11k likes and even a reply from my tik tok crush. He replied "Your videos were on my fyp"...Well I used to edit his video to kill my free time and my whole tik tok profile is full of his photos, videos etc. I visited so many places just to stand in those area where he was standing in his videos and the worst I posted it in tik tok. Maybe he thought I am a tik tok stalker. As time passed by I found myself more and more flirty, emotionally numb, introvert, shy, careless, person whom my tik tok crush totally hates! (👁👄👁) One sunday when i was getting down the stairs to throw garbage bag. I accidentally bumped into whom "MY EX". He ask-not really actually he ordered me to apologize with such an arrogant attitude that got me furious. So, I kicked his b*lls and ran out of there. Gosh I enjoyed this moment so much. My ex wasn't able to stand on his both leg. I felt SATISFIED.
I will upload it's second part soon~ 😁
Just be patience ~
