Maybe...
We failed to express what we actually felt....
And I know, it's not because we did not want, it was because we could not want....
We felt the feeling...
But missed the urge....
We noticed the smiles, forgetting the tears..... Because we hid the flaws, expressing the lies....
we hid the concern, expressing the questions......
NO.... you weren't at fault!!..and neither was I..
It was just the fate playing with our lives....
I know it hurts...it hurts very much...
I know you shouted because you didn't want to just drop serious topics.....
You know I couldn't explain because my mind was messed.....
And you also know that I turned away from you to silently wipe my tears....
We knew it all, but said nothing.
We chose silence over words, just because it was hard to express....
We could have hugged each other and wept but chose to stay strong...
Not vulnerable...
I know I should have been better, not to prove you myself, but to give you all of myself....
I could feel you getting restless day by day.......
My eyes could see it but my tongue remained mute.
I hugged you tight, and we felt our warm tears, but we wiped it when we looked into each other's eyes.
We know it needed just a minute to solve it, but we saw it breaking us for years...
We carry so many words within us but are unable to express them at the right time...
We expect them to understand our silence.... but are unable to understand the struggles.... we all face each day.... in its purest and most unabashed form that causes these issues.
Can...we go back to being how we were back then?
Can we....start over again..?
