a very pleasent , soft yet heart warming night sky .... Occupied by charming crescent moon🌙 and twinkling little ⭐stars over pink cherry blossoms🌸 adding more beauty to this lonely landscape and this emotionless face of wet with tears flowing through dark blurry eyes of mine making me remember your smiling face among these shining stars... And that innocent soul who is absent in that dire woodland of life..
Far Away from me and my reach👀... But you had the prettiest heart i ever known in my entire lifetime.... You was the only one to hold me away from darkness to light... You saved me from myself and almost kill me too. , From the devil of loneliness inside my heart i lived and died both with you.....
You made me believe in myself
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Everyone is protagonist in their own story but in my case, you are the leading figure... You was me, I was you and we always decided to be together no matter what happens. You was just like my kin 💕. My whole universe existed between the space of your hand holding mine... Giggling and comforting each others .you taught me however great the fury of storm, the sea doesn't abandon its calm. I admired you much more then my own life... You was always the closest to me and Will forever be the First person i opened my bruised heart to........ I was unable to understand everything why you left me .. You promised to stay with me and still went far away where I'll never been able to find you out
.. Despain devours man...
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. I let you go and I'm all by myself once again .. I am lost now because of myself .
I wanna die right now..and I'm dying , i was killed back then and departed the same time....i died the previous day and I can make up my mind to leave next day too ...but i can't..
I just can't leave anything or everything neither now..nor tomorrow..because i am not gonna trust my end like a coward... I am going to make a way of my own for the real you and the living me... Together of us where we still can exist with beautiful memories of ourselves. Thinking about you is a confidential satisfaction of mine...
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I want to get you back this time but when a man empties his heart .. God occupies . I'm subconscious now.. I know we had nothing to do with as we both never existed for each other.. But still... Loosing you was the greatest threat to my this gray -colour life of mine.
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...is it necessary to go back there where no one Will wait for us to return . It was never my desire to review the past.. Our done belong to us be we never belong to it..
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.because everything there was just me.
You taught me to live but unlike you said, it's so-called jolly to be a grown up and be surrounded by people of different thoughts and ideas..
. My whole existence is like clutter
There was no need of me at the first place
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Our past belong to us ...but we never belong to our past and like that, You never existed for anyone except me...
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But as for me,
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.. You were just lost!!
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