(Part 1)
"mum? dad?"
The blood i saw coming out from my mother's chest, the cold and pale body of my father laying on the ground.
it was the first time in my life i've seen someone murdered infront of my eyes and to think that my mother and father was murdered at the same time...I was speechless, my feelings were mixed up by pain, sadness, anger..every negative feelings are filling my inside.
Both my mother and father died when i was at a young age, they were both killed by a group of assasin that was paid by an organisation, I was alive thanks to my father who begged for my life.
I never understand what's the reason my father and mother died from a murder...what did they do that could get them killed like this? All i have in my mind since i was younger was only revenge.
Their last word to me was "live..live miya...stay alive for us..we're sorry that we can't be the best parent for you..." those last words are carved in my head..i hate that they have to say sorry to me at their last..but that's just how parents are right?
I became a criminal at the age of 10, the first crime that i do was stealing a jewelery and selling it at the black market. If i have to be honest i don't feel any guilt stealing the jewelery, instead i feel happy because i would recieve money from it.
At the age of 14 my name as a criminal become very popular, my bounty's worth a lot...i started to scam others (mostly billionaires), threatening others, and even...killing others.
So far i've killed 3 people, ofcourse..they're people who also ever kills someone so apparently they're not innocent human, but still doesn't mean that im a good person by eliminating another bad person..im just...a broken person who only live by their parents wish...
(Part 2)
"THEIF!"
"CATCH HER!!"
"Voices of people shouting, Sounds of police car...Ah...how noisy..if i could just kill all of them, the noises will be gone right?" thats what i thought...but the world is cruel, jesus is cruel, my life have no meaning anymore...why can't i die...? Ah..right, its because of their wishes i have to live in this cruel place.
I have thought this once when i was 15 years old, "will i always live like this? Will there be a superhero in my life who saved me from this darkness?" untill now im still hopelessly wondering...when will i have my happiness? How much longer do i have to wait for it to come? These questions keep coming in my head everytime i did a crime..
Today is Monday, the first day of this week...i have decided to end my life. I know i will break the promise between me and my parents but i really can't take all of this anymore. Before i die i wanted to do my last crime...i will be stealing a jewel for my last ever crime just like my first crime i did..i will end it this way with no regrets...
[Author's POV]
"CATCH HER!!" someone shouted angrily..
"uff..uff..." "i..i did it. I stole it...now my last mission is done, i can die now" Miya says happily...
But does she know...there was someone who followed her..
"so you want to die?" asked by a mysterious person
Miya flinched and turn her head to where the voice was from... "who?!"
It was suddenly quiet...the atmosphere was very danger..
"hahaha..looks like you forgot about me..." the mysterious person replied..
Miya's eyes turned round and her body started to tremble in fear...
The mysterious person smirked after seeing Miya's reaction.. "now do you remember?"
"you.." a broken voice that was easily showed that she's feeling scared..
"im still very shock to know that you become a wanted criminal, are you that broken just because i killed your parents?"
This sentence showed us everything... This mysterious person is the assasin who killed both Miya's parents...
"AAARRGHH!!!" a hatefull voice that was shouted by a 17 years old teenager while she's running to her prey..
Miya's mind is filled with "him, ITS HIM!. THE PERSON WHO KILLED MOTHER AND FATHER!! I WILL KILL HIM RIGHT NOW! I WILL KILL H-" she suddently stopped her hatred mind thinking..instead..what she think right now is... "but..haven't i decided to die today..? What's the point on killing him then... My revenge that i want to do since the first time my parents died..all that hatred is now gone...right now.. Im scared.."...Miya stopped running to him..
"what's wrong?" he say
"..kill me" Miya replied without hesitating
He stays quiet with a shocked expression...
"hah.."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!" he laugh excitedly. "i like you! You're very interesting! Its my first time meeting someone who wants to die in their parent's killer hands!" he says with a smirk in his jolly face
"come with me Miya, i will give you all you want. All you need to do is only do the missions i give you and you will recieve anything you want, what do you say?"
Miya stayed quiet... "what is he saying... why is he giving me this offer?" Miya say in the mind..
"hey.. Tell me why did that organisation that paid you wanted to kill my parents..." Miya asked
He sighed..
"do you really want to know?"
"..."
"no.."
"the organisation that wanted to kill your parents are mafias, your parents owe 2 million dollars to those mafias and didn't pay them, they have been hiding from those mafias for a whole 2 years. You should be thankful that they only killed your parents without asking to torture them..hah to think that mafias have sympathy is just funny..." he explained..
Miya was expressionless after hearing the real reason.. She don't understand who's bad and who's good anymore... Because in this world there is no such things as good people with no fault..
"i will join you" Miya says expressionlessly..
The hero that she wished for, Her hero who saved her and gave her answers about this cruel world... the hero that she wanted to find..turns out to be the assasins who have made her whole life suffer..
END
Not important note just my opinion:
There is no good or bad people in this world, all there is are yourself bellieving if you're in the good side or the bad side... All you need is just trust yourself. That's the best way to survive this world..
Thank you for reading~
