I met him in college and it was a love at first sight, and i approach him first, and yes i courted him and after 6 months he agreed to be with me. Our relationship was far from perfect, we broke up many times and we were in a distance relationship for 2 years but still our love for each other is still strong.
There was a time that i would admit that i was tempted to end our relationship because were together for so long but i chose to stay. I had my doubts about our future together.
May 10, he proposed to me saying and expressing how much he love me and wants to create a family with me, i wanted to say no because im not ready, but i coudnt say it out loud, i dont want to hurt him.
So i said yes.
3 years after oir marriage came a big obstacle we tried to forget but coudn't.
I was pregnant.
But after 2 months i had a miscarriage.
I suffered.
And i was afraid.
And then he was there sitting in the couch watching tv like he doesn't have a care in the world.
But its okay it's none of our fault, things happen.
5 years after my miscarriage i tried again but coudn't conceive and im devastated.
I know my husband cares about me but i felt like he doesn't love me the way he does back then. And i noticed the smiles, giggles, and his late night works are happening too often.
And i know he met someone new.
