Staring at the night sky,while feeling the playful wind striking my face i just ran into my memories.
I was trying not to leave you. I tried not to disrespected you,not to displease you,just to make it sure to you that our strings are tied to our heart.
But you never responded me with the same warmth that I gave you. You always expected more.
you want me to open up to you. You never tried to understand me;never tried to understand that,i am not comfortable to open up yet. Just give me some time. it's just the start.its just been 2 weeks. I am in love with you i promise but i just need some time to open up.
But you decided to break every single string we were tied with.We have just started but you are bored already.when i was trying to tie those broken strings,you shoved me away saying I don't deserve a person like you.(really? I was undeserving??)
You left without a single word.I kept holding those broken strings for years,but you never came back. I guess you never understood the feelings i had for you,may be that is the reason why you always asked me to express,did you ever realise my love for you just by staring in my eyes?.......you should have known that not all emotions need to be expressed.
You came to me to ask if we could tie our strings together,and you were also the one who broke those.
As the cold wind tickled my face,i come back to sense and now i feel more relieved that we are not together anymore cause i am letting this strings go one by one in the emptiness of this wind.
I wish I have never tied those strings to my heart,they only made my heart bleed with their sharpness