The day i met you was one of the beautiful incident,ever happened to me. hearty thanks to you
The way you talked to me made me feel important,thanks for that.
The time we spent together was really precious for me.I am really grateful for that.
The way you used to get angry on little things,still make me chuckle.
I was holding tight on our relationship....it was never a defined relationship......we were neither besties nor siblings nor cousins nor were we a couple....but our relationship was a special one,a relationship where both fought,teased,shared feelings and stayed together....a special one
But then she came...she was the most beautifull girl i have ever seen. She was more elegant,more sweet,more beautiful,more intelligent and more outgoing.....unlike me who just stayed in a little happy world of mine.
That day you came to me happily and said "yoo!! do you know what!? I've fallen in love". A beautiful smile was hovering over your face,your eyes were glittering,your talkative mouth wanted to say something,you were really exited......but at that time my heart was hoping it was me,it was beating
faster than it has ever,my ears were egar to hear my name from you....and i asked "who?"….. you hugged me tightly and said" it's her,the girl i told you from my class,the model student"..... and i just replied"ok"
I know we weren't perfect,but I've never felt this way for noone.
I've been peeking at both you since then....the time you used to spend with me was her's now....that smile of yours was not limited for me....that lame jokes of yours were now hers too.... everything.... everything was now gone...
walking home together after school was just a memory now....
But i never thought of distributing you cause it's your choice...i can't be stubborn in all cases....i was never attention sweety centred like her but i did made you laugh,which she can't do....we have done idiotic things together.....things that you guys do now,we did those things too... WHAT WAS MISSING THEN!!!??
The worst part was when she doubted me and asked you to cut all our treads....and you just did it as if we were nothing...and you said"we don't even have a specific relationship".... relationship? was that needed to be defined? really?
I wanted you to be mine ......but you were never mine....never....you left me...you never gave a second thought before leaving me.... leaving the threads of our undefined relationship....was it that easy?
