Midnight come, I pretend to sleep and wait them to leave my room. As I hear the door close, I slightly open my eyes to see if there's anyone around. As it safe, I got up and fix my hair and remove my nightgown, and look at the 5-foot length mirror beside my bed.
I stare at myself, sign that I don't forgot anything and turn around to see the sky. Beautiful dark sky that fill of stars, and a bright crescent moon, I smile as the air hit my face when I step out the balcony as it's so fresh and cold which I like.
Through everything happen, I need to leave for their happiness and I want to who am I. I don't know why but I feel happy as I jump down and run. I run far away from there as possible and find the thing that will make me disappear here.
It's been a few days when I arrive in this place where it's barely to see anyone as the population here are to low. Now I see how it's look like outside, I feel sad for those people suffering cuz they are poor while the rich and powerful and being respect.
I look at sky and unconscious my eyes turn and see a girl sitting at one of the stone nearly on beach.
I silently walk and hide behind a huge coconut tree, somehow I feel familiarity on her. When the moonlight hit her, I the most beautiful thing in my life. And from that day, that girl never leave my head.
One day pass, and I got to know more about her. That girl is so lonely like me. As a girl I know what the feels as being lonely sometimes bored but most are peace.
As I walk home near the beach, which I buy on a cheap price but it's fit my tastes. I see her again, playing with a cat and a dog. I thought maybe it's the best if I play with her. I walk toward her and she look up. I wave my hand and she just..... smile.
" Hi, I'm Makki" I say but she just look down, but look up.
"...... Makki" I raise my right eyebrow, " Well.... it's my name". And an award silent, I sat beside her as my legs hurt from standing for half an hour.
"...." "Ahem... Makki, how old are you??" she ask to me.
"17, you??" "17" she give a short reply. But when I see her face clearly, my jaw drop. She's a copy of me, in all details but not on height. I don't know but I find her so gorgeous but I feel shame as she's been calling me but I'm here out of earth.
"Makki, you're alright??" "Yeah, I am." She nod and turn. Silent come again but a different one, I don't know how to tell or how to explain but it's so relaxing. We both watch the sunset while petting her pets. As hours pass, we both tell good byes on each other and go home. I'm so happy that I got to knew her and more is she's like me, like a clone. As thinking it I don't even knew I fall asleep.
Days pass to weeks and weeks pass to month and months pass to year.
In just a blink of eyes, many things happen and more is me and Makki become best friends. We both live happy but not until, one day there are chaos and an lady come running to me and just drag me without a word. She only stop when we're near the beach, and it's where I first see Makki. But the thing shock me more is.......
Makki hanging on one of the trees there with a cut on her wrist. I don't know what happen next but I just faint.
When I wake up, I see my self on the ICU and feel someone holding my hands. The door open and a nurse come and the moment she see me take her phone out and call someone. " Doc, the patient wake up." And then the one holding my hand wake up too from the nurse's noise. And it's Mom , she tear up and hug me as she cup my face to see if it's dreams or real.
"M....my ba....by is awa....ke." I pat her back and then the Doctor come in and check me. At that moment I realized that it's only a dream and I'm in a coma for a year and today is my f****** birthday.
But I don't now how I end up here. And mom tell me how.
On my 18th birthday, I run away as I can't take what happen on my bestie who I use to call Makki to tease her. And run where we first met and I try to committed suicide but my pets and my cousin find me and they call everyone to help me and then all happen. I still processing what happening and I think my whole world gone.
Am that girl who I meet on my dreams.
