If there was one thing I could trade with the world, it would be my life.
If wishes do come true...
Then my wish would be...
A life with a complete happy family.
A life where I am accepted despite having a face that doesn't match with the beauty standard of society.
A life where I know what my purpose will be. So I no longer have to stare into emptiness wondering what I have been doing every single day.
A life where I have a dream that I want to chase so I won't feel like I'm behind everyone else.
A life where I don't have to deal with people who comes knocking into my life but then leaves me heartbroken inside.
A life where I won't question or challenge my existence because I'm tired of pretending that I still got things under control.
A life where I have friends that are consistent until the end because I don't want to overthink again and again why friendships change and as time passes by, fades.
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But then, I'm slapped with reality that I can only imagine that I have the life I wished having.
Am I just wasting time?
Am I just wasting my life?
Am I just being ungrateful for what I already have?
Should I just learn how to be contented?
A yes or no question yet I'm sure most answers would be yes..that maybe right however, its okay to wish for a life that you don't have as long as you don't go into such lengths just to have it...
I'm still dealing with all these fake scenarios in my head that I hope will come true so I don't actually have anything good to end this post story with..but I'm still going with the flow of my life which I don't know where its heading, so I hope you do too...Just go with the flow...make mistakes...learn...make mistakes again...learn...and do better...
~Thats all for now...bye :))
