well i am writing right now kinda embarassing
but
i have a classmate when i was at grade 6th he just transferred but i was seating in the second to the front and he was at the last row and i was holding myself not to look at the back because it would be embarrassing and that is sad for me i can only see him during break time when he would walk at the stairs the road and i have a classmate and its a girl who literally fall in love with him and i don't know what to do what about meee so i just sat there holding my feelings so i can't hurt my girl classmate so i decided to have a fake crush that they don't know that is fake so i would just stare at my fake crush to not look at the back but there was a time that when he was just transferred and ask by my teacher and my teacher couldn't hear him so the teacher said sat beside me so i was literally happy and exited but i would never show it i am a shy girl and there i was holding myself not to look at it and pretended to listen to what are they talking about.
