I never expect something from myself, achievements that I can achieve on my own, I never expect such a thing. Inside of me there is an ambiguous heart. It keeps thumping and saying that if I try harder I will make myself better. Pouring all my heart to all things I made. Doing anything so I could achieve every of my dreams. All my works maybe just a pile of trash nothing compared to others but still for me this trash can help me in the future. If I try my best I can make a better me. Cause if I do so will the people around not think of me as an hopeless and useless existence. My dreams has no stairs, so I will build a ladder for myself without no support of others. No smile and screams to cheer me up??...
I'll just continue to dream in my illusionary world
