Let me tell you honestly bout my story, it's not cute and it's not perfect like others but it's the most precious thing I have and I really love it. so let's begin my story.....
I was in junior high school when I first met him. when I first saw him in the stage introducing himself I thought he was cute. I don't know if I fall for him at that time or gradually but for sure I have fallen for him He sat next to me in the classroom. in break time he was surrounded by students and they were talking noisily it made me uncomfortable so I went out. he is always like that shining brightly he is an all-rounder and he is handsome, just how much did God gave him talents. I really envy it, moreover he also talks nicely. I'm kinda opposite I'm an average student and not good at anything other than sports.
we joined the same ' library club ' and we found out that we have the same interest in books. so we began to recommend each other good books and gradually we came closer and became friends. In school I had no friends other than him. one day he asked me
" you don't have any girl friends here? ", I smiled at him cause I really don't have. He smiled back and said to me " it's okay u have me ", gosh those words made my heart flutter, I felt butterflies flying in my heart.
one day someone told me that he have been bullied because of me. one of my lover a senior found that someone had put an ill picture of me on my desk and then he got gang and beaten the whole class I don't know how much of it's true because I heard it in gossips, no one ever tells me bout it and I never saw the picture nor any of them saw it other than the senior himself. the senior said that I told him to do so, in front of teachers, at that moment I was like holy crap you what a big liar. The principal suspended him and his gang and let me stay and gave me piece of advice, he believed I was not guilty.
After that incident all the student began to stay away from me as far as possible and talked ill behind me. But he stood with me, he didn't turn me down. he was normal like always and it was like that incident never happened, but I knew he was hurt because earlier one of the girl peeled me that he was wounded severely in his legs. I asked him bout it but he denied and said " it's just a small wound ", I was a little bit sad and worried about it. he probably looked through me and said " don't think bout it's not a big deal and I'm here always for you I'll stay by your side ok! so don't worry much ", why does he say those words, he made me fall more for him, damn to those sweet words 🥺.
The year's passed by and we became more close. he saw me as a friend I guess so but I began to saw him in other way...silly me 😖.
one day someone told me that when I was sick he came to visit me in infirmary but I was asleep. it made my heart flutter that how he care bout me but my happiness didn't last long, I heard that he has a girlfriend, it made me feel sad and lonely.I asked him bout it but he said no, it made me happy but isn't it weird that he is kinda perfect guy and a lot of girl pursue him, how can he not have a girlfriend, I'm sure he has one but he is too shy to tell me......right?
he calls me lesbian nowadays because I'm not interested in guys he says, god tell him I'm interested in him that I love him. I thought bout confessing to him but I'm not a perfect girl to match him moreover he is my very good friend I don't want to break this relationship so I call off the idea and still now I haven't tell him.
Now he has gone to pursue his college studies in aboard . These days are quite hard for me without him and I'm still waiting for his return......I hope my tiny wish of he loving me too cones true.
I'm waiting for you....☺
