Least Favorite Only Child 「Leanna Firestone」

Almost pierced my nose

In the bathroom out of spite

'Cause I had to move back home

And my mom and I were in a fight

But I just couldn't

Guess I'm not that wild

And I don't wanna stay

Her least favorite only child

Almost crashed my car

Into a light pole just to say I did it

I don't wanna die

I just want people to think I could've

So the next time that they see me

They'll hold me a little tighter

And think about how sad it'd be

If I wasn't alive anymore

And I know that it's probably selfish

And I shouldn't think like that

So what if I do it for attention?

Would that really be so bad?

'Cause I'm not gonna do it

Just gonna think about it a lot

And I'm not a danger to myself or others

I know its what it sounds like

But I swear I'm not

I just wanna feel different

Than what I've felt before

And I don't wanna be my mom's least favorite only child anymore

Almost ran away

I packed my car and took the keys

Just to see if I disappeared

Would anyone even look for me?

I cut and dyed my hair to try to feel like someone new

But I couldn't escape myself

No matter how badly I wanted to

And I know that it's probably selfish

And I shouldn't think like that

So what if I do it for attention?

Would that really be so bad?

'Cause I'm not gonna do it

Just gonna think about it a lot

And I'm not a danger to myself or others

I know it's what it sounds like

But I swear I'm not

I just wanna feel different

Than what I've felt before

And I don't wanna be my mom's least favorite only child anymore

And I know that it's probably selfish

And I shouldn't think like that

So what if I do it for attention?

Does that really make me bad?

'Cause I'm not gonna do it

Just gonna think about it a lot

And I'm not a danger to myself or others

I know it's what it sounds like

But I swear I'm not

I just wanna feel different

Than what I've felt before

And I don't wanna be my mom's least favorite only child anymore

And I know I should be kinder

To my body and my mind

And things are gonna get better

If I just give myself more time

I've got the rest of my life

To feel different than I do

And being my mom's least favorite only child

Must mean that I'm her favorite too