Hi guys, 🙂
I'm new here and this is my very first story.
I'm a girl and~
I love to be cared, but no one is here to care me,
I love to play game with them, but no one is there for me.
I love to be respected,
I love to have someone to say ''Hi'' to me,
I love to reply them by the most generous way of the world.
I love to have a protector by my side.
But I don't know why on one can see me when I need,
none can listen to me when I call them for support,
They draw their hands back and leave me in the darkness without support,😔😔
like they don't care.🥺
I look them into the eyes and ask
''Why?''🥺
And with a cruel smile on their face they reply
''Because we don't need you anymore.''😒
Then I close my eyes with the feeling of regretion😣 and with saddening 💔 in my heart.
But my heart 💝 say to me,
'' They are the only one in the world by your side.''
And my brain reply,
''And now they are the one who don't want you to stand again , they don't want you to see the lights,
they don't want you to stand up and fight.''
But I still don't know what to do next~
I'm wondering in the fog of chaos alone and with myself, searching the inner light within.
Trying to confess myself that I don't need this cowardly world by my side I can flourish myself with the help of my focused mind.
I am just trying~
Just trying....🍁🌿🌈
