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The void that swallowed me whole, is now the one I seek comfort from.
The void that had once made me lose everything, is now all I have left.
The darkness that symbolizes it, embraces me with open arms.
The weakening cold temperature, peircing through my skin, shackling my bones, is what keeps my sanity.
Those harsh marks it leaves on my body, then reminds me of reality.
I can feel my still warm blood oozing from my wrist and unto the floor, waiting for someone to lend a hand.
And yet reality is cruel, darkness was still the one who embraced me wholeheartedly.
I wish to not welcome you to the void.
It's hard to get out of here.
You'll face raging wind blades of anxiety everywhere you go.
You'll be walking on hot coal while everyone intensely stares at you.
And so, I have decided to stay in the arms of darkness.
It's so silent, it has no eyes nor a mouth to criticize you for existing.
I hope, someday, someone.... Will pull me out of here... It's so dark... So cold...
