Hi.......uhhh...my first poststory woho (ik ain't exciting but yeah)
So idk where to start but imma just spit out the poison I've been hiding inside me for my parents/family/this world and yada yada~ BITXH I'M FUXKING TIRED OF PRETENDING....... PRETENDING THAT I'M ONE OF A HAPPY BITXH LIVING IN A HAPPY FAMILY!!!! GOSH HOW CAN YOU PRETEND TO LOVE YOUR YOUNGEST DAUGHTER? LIKE C'MON YOU SICK FUXKS SHE'S A GROWN TEEN SHE CAN FEEL IT WHEN YOU ARE "PRETENDING TO LOVE HER".........MY ELDER SIBLINGS HAD THE LOVE THEY NEEDED TO LIVE A BEST CHILDHOOD AND WHEN IT WAS MY TURN MY PARENTS WERE "OLD" TO DO THOSE LITTLE HAPPY THINGS TO MAKE ME HAPPY..,.. WHENEVER I ASKED MY DAD TO GO FOR A WALK WITH ME OR LET'S GO HAVE A DADDY/DAUGHTER WEEKEND SPA... HE'D SAY "HONEY I'M TOO OLD TO GO OUT WITH YOU" BRUHHH I SWEAR WHENEVER I ASKED THEM TO DO ANYTHING THEY'D REPLY ME WITH 👉 "TOO OLD" (don't forget the sarcasm) C'MON YOU SICK OLD HAGS IF YOU WERE THAT TIRED AND YOU KNEW YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO RAISE YOUR YOUNGEST CHILD LIKE THE OTHERS THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE USED CONDOMS AND IF YOU HAD USED CONDOMS (maybe bought a low quality one) AND I FLOATED IN MUM'S WOMB BY ACCIDENT THERE WAS ALWAYS A SECOND WAY......~ABORTION~......GOSH IT WOULD BE SO GOOD IF THEY SIMPLY HAD DONE AN ABORTION.....LIKE BRUH THAT WAY I WOULDN'T HAVE EVER CAME TO THIS WORLD, WOULDN'T HAVE GONE TO THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE GOING THROUGH IN SUCH A YOUNG AGE (damn I'm crying while writing it umm chile anyways so)ALL I WANT TO SAY IS:
MUM, PAPA PLEASE LEMME DIE PEACEFULLY 🕊️ ✌️
DON'T RUSH TO HOSPITAL WHEN I EAT SOME POISONOUS THING CUZ IT'S GONNA HELP YOU GET RID OF THIS "BURDEN" (me) AND YOU'LL GET REST CUZ YOU ARE TOO OLD NA....tsk.... I'm sorry idk why tf I'm shouting but ignore it if you wanna..... lol y'all i think when I'll be dead and it'll be the time to bury me, my dad is gonna say:
Sorry I'm too old to help you in burying her corpse.....
Well that's it for today or for this story....
All i wanna say is we all are gonna rest in peace one day so imma chill with this drama I'm going through
Also it's my first story so ignore grammatical errors
Lobe y'all muah~ (ewwwww wtf.....ik it's cringy i srsly dk why i did that)
