Every night before going to bed sudden flashbacks come to your mind,the sorrows,the painful memories,the hurtful conversation,the unfinished talks,the past happy days and unknowingly a drop of tear rolls down your cheeks.Letting out a sigh you think"should I change myself?"...."am I really that intolerable that they are not satisfied with my works??"...."am I the black sheep wherever I go?"..."will I ever gêt someone who can understand me and will be happy with my little achievements?"..."will there be anyone to take care of this broken heart?? ehhh maybe I don't deserve!!!"
I hugged my tearstained pillow tightly.....letting out the ache that has built up in my chest...grief softened into tears and kept flowing .. thinking about the empty space in my heart that I can't able to touch you🥺,feel ur warm lips on mine,our cuddles,our long night talks,our bodies entangled with each other..... cause you left me but your memories will keep lingering forever .....
I slowly walked towards the closet took out the black shirt which was a little bit crumbled brought it near my nose and sniff it....my nostrils became filled with your favourite cologne reminding me not physically but when I close my eyes I can feel you near me my 💕 love~~
waterline of eyes are in brink of shedding tears...making my vision blur....the last words that left my mouth before dozing off is "Let's meet in other world my love!"
