I actually can't imagine I will be an broken angle like this.I can't afford it.I want to be with him.Share him everything.I don't want to be alone . U made me fall in love . But now u r actually going away like this.If I wouldn't have said that would we be still the same like we were . I can't stay without u . I know we are both from different world . U r a white bright person who will someday be a successor. While on the other hand . I'm just a colorless person who even don't have a future. I know there are Manny girls beside u. I'm just a no one . in there eyes I must be a trash . but u never said anything to me. I'm happy that u accept me . But I lost u .I know I'm a dumb . I know I'm a fool. or how can I say those to u. I shouldn't have say those to u . now I'm alone,broken. I just lost that person who was close to me ,who was willing to hear my stories.But unfortunately I lost him. forever. I am now abonded.I just lost my only love . I hope u have a great day without me . I just want u to be happy. and the most amazing think is we break up on the valentine day. I never thought it will go like that . this damn life ,fate I hate this .Why they have to give us so much hurt . I wish I lost my memory so that I don't have to remember him. I will forgot the pains. I will forgot everything.
I just lost my only love . now I'm not interested at anything.I don't think being single is a bad too but he was the 1st person who made me fall in love again .I started believing love again bcs of him.but I'm now again the same me . Become the past me .