Did you ever like someone? Did you tell him/her that you like him/her? Well if you tell him/her that you like him/her but he/she reject you, well...you can read this....anyways this is my story.
When i was in my 4th grade i heard other say "crush" but at that time i still don't know what is the meaning of the word "crush". When my father told me "do you have a crush ?" that time i don't know what to say, i told my father "crush?"; my father said " crush...hmm, it's like..umm....you admire someone" after i hear it, the next day i go to school, well actually i changed my school that time anyways lets continue, its my first day of school in 4th grade and i don't know someone in my new school, but i feel like i saw someone that i knew or maybe not, after introducing ourself i saw a beautiful girl with a curly hair and a beautiful white skin, i talk to her and said "do you have a pen?" i really don't know what to say at that time, but i saw a boy sitting next to her, he's handsome and kind. Many months later we change our seats and the person sitting next to me is the person i see in my first day of school the handsome and kind boy and smart, we started talking that day, we play a game in his paper and after that i feel like I'm falling in love, but i deny it and the next day i change my bag because i have so many books to carry that time so i change my bag to a big one, and after i enter the room i saw him looking at me!! after i sit down he says i look like a duck!! well its true because i have to carry books in my bag after he tease me, i tease him too i told him " rabit" well i told him "rabit because of his teeth, many months have past were still close that time. On our camping day, other boys is running because of their exercise well he didn't join because he had an asthma you know what we have something in common, i also have an asthma, and were also running too for exercise but i didn't stop because i want to impress him but i feel like he didn't see me at all, i know at that time that there is a rumour that he had a crush on someone when i hear it i feel pain inside thats why i stop making contact with him, but the next day I'm trying my best so he will me and like me, you know what I'm such a fool ...trying my best to impress someone only idiot would do that, i know that time i have friend well she became my best friend, she's always there for me, she told me that she had a crush on someone in our classroom, well i told my bff that i have a crush on someone.......the next day, Exam day.....after our exam i go to the canteen i buy a fake ring and i put his name in the ring and gave it to him, he didn't accept it instead he told me that he knew that i like her but were friends, so that time i became her classmate i still play with him but after our 4th grade i think that maybe i'm not going to see him again, but fate is really joking at me right? in my 5th grade he became my classmate i totally forgot that time in my 4th grade well i force myself to forget it and my 5th grade is okay i guess....well it was like this, my teacher told us to form a group and make a report well you already guess whats going to happend next. i became his member!!! and I'm so mad at that time but i didn't show my true emotions that time, who is not going to be mad if your teammates is the one that your crush likes!!" i don't know" thats the word i always told to my myself. I change my school in 6th grade time......
TO BE CONTINUED。。。。。。。
