I LIVED IN DARKNESS,LONELY,AND ALONE.
NOBODY WANTS TO TALK TO ME,AND SO DO I.
I KEEP MY DISTANCE FROM EVERYONE,AND IT'S BECAUSE I'M SCARED TO BE FOND OF THEM.
WHAT IF THEY WILL LEAVE ME SOMEDAY? WOULDN'T IT BE BETTER NOT TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE?
THEY LOOK SO HAPPY,IS IT REALLY THAT FUN DECEIVING EACH OTHER?
EVERYONE IS FAKE,AND NOTHING'S REAL!
I'M USED TO BEING ALONE.
STAYING IN MY ROOM,AND HAVING NO INTENTIONS TO CHAT WITH ANYONE.
THEY SAY I'M OVER-REACTING,AND STUPID.
AND I'LL NEVER BE HAPPY IF I STAY LIKE THIS.
WHY? DO I NEED OTHER PEOPLE TO MAKE ME HAPPY?
I WAS FILLED WITH CURIOUSITY,AND REALISED THAT I WAS BEEN TOO SCARED.
I MUST TRY...CAN I?
THEN I STARTED TO COMMUNICATE WITH OTHER PEOPLE.
THE FIRST PERSON I MET WAS YOU.
I WAS NERVOUS BACK THEN.
WHAT IF HE IGNORES ME?
THEN THERE YOU ARE,GENUINELY LOOKING AT ME.
YOU SMILED AT ME,AND I FELT WARMTH.
YOU SAID "HI" WITHOUT HESITATING.
I WAS TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK.
WHY DOES IT FEELS SO REAL?
WHY AM I FEELING THIS EXCITEMENT WITHIN ME?
MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT.
FOR THE FIRST TIME,I FELT...HAPPINESS.
SO THIS IS HOW IT FEELS.
IT WASN'T BAD AFTERALL,AND MAYBE I SHOULD GET OUT OF MY CAGE THIS TIME.
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1st try😆
